I do things as best I can but sometimes fail to hit the mark. I am in the process of adopting these words as a mantra: I do things as best I can. I am not perfect, far from it. But I have made many errors in judgment in my life that have been hurtful to me or others. Not so much any more, thankfully. Treatment of Bipolar, spirituality, just hard, cold self-reflection have led to much more enlightenment. Not that I am “enlighted.” I still screw up, but not with the same level of negative consequences as I did earlier in my life.