Apr 182014

Suddenly, my head clears
Hard to explain this
I feel calmer and alert
at the same time
Outside, we are back to cold and wet
Lily the cat goes out, comes back in
repeats the pattern
O she’s yearning for a stable spring
as we all are
The teens over the back fence
are acting up again
Loud banging, who knows what
Well, they are teens
Anyway, I feel more settled
Going to get some short term counseling
to deal with old trauma
Proud of myself for taking this step
I’m obsessing way too much
about the past
Life is here and now
It does not consist of old memories
But trauma is like that
it does not know how to die
Well, I will deal with it
Like is much too precious
Here and now

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